Hi everyone. I'll update everything later. I'm getting ready to go back to Fort Drum.

I'm home after a very long drive.

Last week was pretty busy. I went to the range and shot a MK-19 aka Automatic Grenade launcher. I might have gotten expert on the thing. I'm not sure. I missed one.

The day after I had to wait all day to getting items ready for deployment.

The next day I had to go watch briefs all day. I also gave my small contribution to the brief as well.

The day after that I went to the gas chamber and smelt some CS gas. It's not very pleaseant. Also I had some more classes that day, Luckly we were released a little after 200, so I went to bed and didn't wake up til PT time the next day.

On friday we ran, and I was sucking bad. My excuse is that I didn't eat or drink anything the day before because I was sleeping all day. Then I just admin work for the rest of the day.

On saturday my friend Luke and I went down to Syracuse Mall aka Carusel(sp) Center to do some window browsing. I ended up buying some old PS 1 games. After that Luke and I went to the Salmon Run mall. We hung around there for some time. I played magic the gathering for a little amount of time. 

On Sunday I went to do some errands, and I went to a wedding. The wedding was pretty good. I didn't drink to much. But I have drank a little more then I have before, so I'd say I'm gradually building up my tolenrance to drinks. And thats whats going on what me.

JL, I'll be sure to do what you want sometime this week.

Bing I'll call you later for your address.

Til then I'll see yall later. 

So yeah nothing much really happen with me. I did get some intresting insight. It seems that I'm the kind of guy who looks from the inside from the outside. My roomate and our friend were telling me about relationships. It was something worthy of thought. Apparently my problem is that I'm too old fashioned. My oldest brother has told me the same thing. Prehaps I should change. Maybe I should just throw away everything I believe into to survive. By survive I mean by reproducing. I'm still just going to ponder about it. I know I don't have time, but I'm stubborn. My own worse enemy has always been and will probably forever be myself.

Anyways I went did go out with a girl on friday, but it wasn't really a date because I had my friend Luke come along as well. I suppose if she wants I'll see if she wants to go out on friday one on one. She's married though, but she's been trying to get a divorce. She also has a daughter as well. Her dad's a jew, and her mom is catholic. She seems like a nice girl. Shes shorter then me. Shes older then me. I wouldn't mind going further then dating with her, but you see my job has thing called morals. And since she's still married I could get in trouble. All I can do is just stay on good terms with her and work to make things better for me.

I've been playing Romance of the Three kingdoms 11 lately. I really enjoy the game. I haven't yet with this game, because it's way more challenging then the previous games.

The Houston Rockets seem to be doing really well right now. They arn't to far from catching up with the San Antonio Spurs/ Utah Jazz spots in the Western Confernce. The Rockets are 5 right now. The Jazz are 4th right now and the Spurs are 3rd right now.

I really like that song "Listen to your heart by DHT (Dance House Trance)  The singer Edmée Daenen (born March 25, 1985) has the prefect voice for that song. I heard the unplugged version and I liked it so much that I listen to it 3 times consecutivly. Unplugged means that there wasn't any amplifications or modifications added to the song. The song's piano is just the piano, and her voice is just her real voice. It's really soothing.

I've been lax on doing PT on my own lately. On Monday I need to do PT on my own. To me PT is self improvement that can't never be stopped.

Well I don't have much to say for my closing comments. All I have to say is that I'm looking forward to going home for a little bit. I can't say when here, but if you give me a call or IM then I'll let you know.

Listen To Your Heart

Words by , Music by Per Gessle & M.P. Persson
Published by Jimmy Fun Music

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been when love was wilder than the wind.

P.S. I'm not a fan of that online RPG games. I.E. World of Warcraft, Final Fanasty, and Guild Wars. But I suppose since Mike got me the last game I'll have to play it.  

I've been lazy lately. I suppose I'll put what I remember on my xanga when I'm free. Saturday seems like the most plausible date.

So yesterday I went to do a PT test against being sleep deprived and other factors. They were being lazy, not stretching the night before and morning of the PT test in addition to the sleep factor. Overall I did well. I got a 260 out of a 300 on my PT test. Thats about 4 points less then what I had before in better conditions. If I could the extra points for my push ups I would have a 270 instead of a 260. I did 85 push ups in 2 minutes. 60+ sit ups in 2 mins, and ran 2 miles in 15 minutes 24 seconds. I just need to improve my sit ups and run time to get 300+ on my PT test. I know I can do this. After work I went to sleep at 8pm.

Today I broke the toilet by pulling on the handle to hard. However the toilet is used quite often, therefore the toilet probably just broke down by being used so many times before. My roommate stayed in the room and had the plummer come down and fix it. It took him all day to come to my room and fix the toilet, but it was fixed. He had to replace the handle. Other then that my day's been alright. I've been playing Medevil War 2.

And Robert theres nothing wrong with pretty girls on my page.

THE FRAY LYRICS

"How To Save A Life"

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

I spent a good portion of my week playing Romance of the Three Kingdoms 11 (RTK), warcraft, and watch the movies The Art of War and Merlin.

RTK - It was alright. This game takes a good amount of time to beat.

Warcraft 3 FT: I was playing this made up map called Defence of the Ancients or DOTA as the usual gamers would call it. I uninstalled it today, so that I can try out other computer games.

In general once the weather gets warmer, and the track starts to dry, I'll do more running, so that I'm better prepared for Iraq. It is known in the art of war that in times of peace one must prepare for war and in time of war one prepares for peace. Since I'm still in the states I consider myself in a peace like environment, and once I get to Iraq I'll be in a wartime like environment.

In conclusion I save money by playing video/computer games thru out most of my weekend.

The Movie Art of War was pretty bad ass. I like the action/twist story line. The actress is good looking too. And you know that means right? More pictures....yep...ah! I don't know what her age is, but here is Marie Matiko. I'd guess that shes in her mid 20s. All I really know about her is that shes a mix of Chinese, Japanese, and Filipino decent.

I'd say she turned out lovely. What do you think.........huh?

The movie Merlin is a great movie too. In fact, once I find a bargain for both of these movies I'm gonna buy em.  I think I'm going to start a collection of King Arthur movies. I used to be a hugh fan of King Arthur. I think reading books about chivalry helped make me the person I am today. I'll post pictures of the movie later. I gotta go dry clothes.....so bye!

I copied Robert. So here are my results of these I'm bored out of my mind quizs.

Your Rising Sign is Capricorn

Old fashioned and conservative, you carry yourself with dignity. You have a tough exterior, and you can be intimidating when you want to be. Hard working and ambitious, you can survive in the most cut throat work enviroments. Outside of work, you are a true friend to everyone in your small inner circle. You may have had a difficult time earlier in life. Capricorns are late bloomers and you may be coming into your own right now.

I suppose I could agree with the whole late bloomer thing. I just wonder when I'll ever bloom.

That makes me happy. I want to make more money then I need. Way more money then I need.

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTJ)

Your personality type is logical, uncompromising, independent, and nonconformist. Only about 3% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 4% of all men. You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Judging.

Yeah I can say for sure that I am a very rare guy. Maybe I should be a judge.

You Are Most Like John F. Kennedy

You live a fairy tale life that most people envy. And while you may have a few dark secrets, few people know them.

That makes me happy. I always thought of him as good president who died to young.

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

Yeah I agree with the whole roll with the punchs concept. I'm such an odd ball.

You know what that song Run Away Love by Luda makes me want to do? It makes me want to open a national chain of help centers around the world for kids who need help. But first I need to generate money. I need to generate enought money so that I can accomplish such an endeavor.

Here's the song's lyrics.

Runaway Love lyrics
(feat. Mary J. Blige)

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1 - Ludacris]
Now little Lisa is only 9 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all all alone and they never met her family
Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missing and nobody will listening
Mama is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
Bringing home men at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out
Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 2 - Ludacris]
Little Nicole is only 10 years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she making up excuses
Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil Stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight 'til the end
Until one day lil Stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 3 - Ludacris]
Little Erica is eleven years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
'Cause she's having sex with a boy who's sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love
So there's no protection he's using no glove
Never thinking 'bout the consequences of her actions
Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid
Knowing her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say she's about to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [repeats 'til end]

I woke at 6 this morning and went back to bed. So I actually woke up at 12. I watched the Bulls vs the Pistons game. It was alright. Man if Ben Gordan had made that 3 then the Bulls would have won the game. Oh well tough break for the bulls I suppose. The Rockets beat the Magic today. So all I did today was watch the movie Starsky(sp) and Hutch. It was alright. The chicks in it were good looking. I didn't do much after that.

Robert, I she's just being a tease.

Her name's Amber btw. I'm not really obsessed. She's just hot. Thats the last picture. There are few non famous girls that I know of that I consider really hot. So thats about all the obsessing that I'll do of her Robert. She's not really random Robert. She's just a hot girl on break.com. If you need me to explain my logic to you then I will if you ask Robert.