Happy Chinese New Years! Tis the year of the rat! A new cycle of the chinese new years begins today. Prehaps a new future is in stored. Anyways I'm doing super....thanks for asking. Heh heh its a gay joke. You know I really don't care if I get a gift this year from anybody, b/c I won't have a birthday party this year. Well on the bright side I can still pick fun of my doggy. Here's a link to a pretty funny video.

http://www.cracked.com/video_15832_hitler-bloodthirsty-dictator-die-hard-cowboys-fan.html

I wanted to the Giants to win, but I didn't think they would win. I was wrong. Eli pulled though. I wonder how Hitler's taken it? You didn't watch the video? Shame on you. Well Ciao. Sleepy Sleepy time.

Hows it been? I see 7 got another xanga. That's cool. I tried to subscribe, but it didn't work. I can't seem to see people's pages. I'm going to say it is because of the internet. Well anywho I'm doing okay. Time for this man to go to bed. Sleepy Sleepy.

See title line. I know it's early to be saying this but I had to say this while I had the time to say it. The song "Animal I Have Become" by three days grace has a nice guitar tune.

Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

I was just reading my horoscope. And it reads:

Be cautious with your money right now, and don't take anything for granted. You may be mislead by your bank account and think you have more than you actually do -- recent expenses have not all been accounted for yet. Put off any shopping adventures for a few more days and wait until the dust has settled. A friend might approach you for a small loan. If they do, let them know that you're in no position to be generous right now. They will understand -- just like they always do.

The money thing is true, because I haven't accounted for my credit card expenses. And I guess I won't be buying any birthday gifts soon. but the best part of this horoscope is the last sentence. My friends alway understand. 

Alright folks. Whats up? I was thinking hmmmmmmmm. Sense there are people who are probably going to buy me a gift for my birthday which is not any time soon. I decided to start an early list.

Nobunaga Ambition: Rise to Power. PS 2. Comes out on FEB 5th.

Madden 08.

A Wallet

Just remember this is not a wish list. I can afford these things, but choose not to because I have plenty of entertainment right now.

The song I Don't Want To Stop by Ozzy Osbourne has a pretty good beat.

I don't know what they're talking about
I'm making my own decisions
This thing that I found
Ain't gonna bring me down
I'm like a junkie without an addiction

Mama don't cry
I just wanna say hi
Like playing with danger or fear
Everybody's walking but nobody's talking
It looks a lot better from here

All my life I've been over the top
I don't know what I'm doing,
All I know is I don't wanna stop
All fired up, I'm gonna go to the top
I'm as real as the world will make me
I don't wanna stop

Why don't they ever listen to me?
Is this a one-way conversation?
Nothing they say is gonna set me free
Don't need to make no reservations

To make me religious for only one god
I don't need another saviour
Don't try to change my mind
You know I'm one of a kind
Ain't gonna change my bad behaviour

All my life I've been over the top
I don't know what I'm doing,
All I know is I don't wanna stop
All fired up, I'm gonna go to the top
I'm as real as the world will make me
I don't wanna stop

All my life I've been over the top
I don't know what I'm doing,
All I know is I don't wanna stop
All fired up, I'm gonna go to the top
I'm as real as the world will make me
I don't wanna stop

I don't wanna stop
I don't wanna stop
I don't wanna stop
I don't wanna stop

All my life I've been over the top
I don't know what I'm doing,
All I know is I don't wanna stop
All fired up, I'm gonna go to the top
I'm as real as the world will make me
I don't wanna stop

All my life I've been over the top
I don't know what I'm doing,
All I know is I don't wanna stop
All fired up, I'm gonna go to the top
I'm as real as the world will make me
I don't wanna stop

This Who knew by Pink has a nice beat to it too.

"Who Knew"

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

And here is the 2007 Miss World. Her quote "Where there’s a will there’s a way”. 

Wondering about the title? Read more for details.

I just had a thought to myself. And I think I finally found the reason why I'll probably never marry/have kids/ end up giving all my money to my siblings. It all started with working at the restaraunt. I was a real shy guy back then. But then my sister encouraged me to smile and be friendly to the customers, so I did do that. I started applying that to all my friends. This is all I became such an odd person. Going thru middle school to high school I was reading some chicken soup for the soul books. At the time I didn't realize that those books would actually make me realize that life wasn't so bad. These books help made me into the someone that realize that life is worse then the average day occurences. It's like I became patient by understanding that someone else had suffered worse then anything I have suffered before. Anyways the anime song Dimension of Love from the old series Tenchi Muyo made believe that love is destiny. Here are the lyrics for reference:

Dimension of Love

by Kuroda Kayoko

I would post on xanga like everyday. And now it was weeks, and then more weeks, and now its been about a month. I guess I've been busy. Well I'm SuPeR, thanks for asking. (It's suppose to be funny because it's suppose to sound like a queer response) I have to apologize for Robert for giving him a Birthday shoutout. And for getting his gift late. But to balance myself I got Duy his gift earlier. I guess I'll call the usual folks and see how they are doing. I beat Romance of the Three Kingdoms 11. I'm off to beat Madden 08 and NBA2k8 when it gets here. Also I gotta finish watching Stargate SG-1. Hmmmm I guess I have nothing else to say. But feel free to leave a comment or not. See ya.

Winning in Middle East.

Your friendly ROX. 

To my brother VAN. I hope him the very bestest in being happy.

I see myself living back at the same house that I had been living in before I joined the army.

I see myself owning my parent's restaraunt.

I see myself having a BA in finance and accounting.

I see myself living alone as I have been.

I see myself working out three days of week after buying/building some workout equipment back home.

I see myself content and waiting for old age to get kill me.

I see myself rich.....in more ways then one.

It's intresting how people don't update their aim. For example I know this woman that I met back when I was 18. She had given me her aim name. And shes on aim today. She probably doesn't remember who I am. I only know that she was younger then me at the time we went to driver's ed together, she's white, and her name's elizabeth. I think I spelt her name wrong. Anyways my short term goals are to get promoted to SGT, attend WLC and leave as the distinguish honor grad, and to start on working towards my degree in finance. I got like 80 credits. 60 from home and 20 from the military.

The only things I can hope for is live in the kingdom of heaven when I die.

To serve God well.

To be my close friends, Huy, Michael, and Duy's best man during their wedding or to atleast attend their respective weddings.

I hope my siblings live happy and expansionable lives. By expansionalble I mean I hope they get married and have kids.

I hope to expand the restaraunts.

I have many hopes, but I aim high because I'm down so low.

 I haven't updated in awhile. Well here are props to Michael for his big 22 birthday. Yay yay. I am late in mention his birthday though. I hope he likes the gifts I got him.

I just took a Solider of Month broad today. I did well considering how I horrible I did on the practice broad. I don't think I'll win this one, but that's okay because it's my first time going to a broad. I really apperiate all the people who helped me out on the broad, and all the people who told me relax or good luck. I was studying awhile for it, so I haven't talk to anyone back home for awhile.

During my breaks I took some time to watch this anime called, "The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya". I'll admit that this series is funny. I did a little research on the anime and realize that it came out in 2006. It's really popular among the Japanese population. That's a relief because I wouldn't want to be considered a fag.

Here's a picture of the main characters. The Heroine is the brunette.