December 7, 2007

  • Love is Destiny. A little bio about lil ol me.

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    I just had a thought to myself. And I think I finally found the reason why I'll probably never marry/have kids/ end up giving all my money to my siblings. It all started with working at the restaraunt. I was a real shy guy back then. But then my sister encouraged me to smile and be friendly to the customers, so I did do that. I started applying that to all my friends. This is all I became such an odd person. Going thru middle school to high school I was reading some chicken soup for the soul books. At the time I didn't realize that those books would actually make me realize that life wasn't so bad. These books help made me into the someone that realize that life is worse then the average day occurences. It's like I became patient by understanding that someone else had suffered worse then anything I have suffered before. Anyways the anime song Dimension of Love from the old series Tenchi Muyo made believe that love is destiny. Here are the lyrics for reference:

    Dimension of Love

    by Kuroda Kayoko

     
    When the cherry blossom starts to bloom

    Meet me here in my lonely room

    We'll find a passion filled fantasy

    And this time you will stay with me

    All the misery that we knew before

    Stays away when you are at my door

    My heart will sing at ev'ry tender touch

    And, oh, you'll want me twice as much

    A new dimension of love

    A bold adventure waiting for you

    The true dimension of love

    A soaring flight.

    A dazzling view

    We're gonna take it all the way

    We'll make the dream so totally real

    See greater wonders by the day

    Then tell the stars what glorious rapture we feel

    Soon, with the start of Spring

    We'll know our hearts are changing

    Leave the hurt behind

    I'll be true and kind

    Be the best you'll ever find

    We don't ever have to cry or fight

    Something tells me we can make it right

    Enough of wandering far and wide

    I just can't forget you though I've tried

    This is destiny so why pretend

    Close your eyes kiss me once again

    I'll always be the only one you need

    So go where your deepest longing leads

    A new dimension of love

    A bold adventure waiting for you

    The true dimension of love

    A soaring flight.

    A dazzling view

    We're gonna take it all the way

    We'll make the dream so totally real

    See greater wonders by the day

    Then tell the stars what glourious rapture we feel

    Soon, in the April breeze

    We will bring alive the mem'ries

    Yes I'm sure we will

    Bring back every thrill

    Make them all lovelier still

    When the cherry blossom starts to bloom

    Meet me here in my lonely room

    We'll find a passion filled fantasy

    And this time you will stay with me

    All the misery that we knew before

    Stays away when you are at my door

    My heart will sing at ev'ry tender touch

    And you will want me twice as much

    We don't ever have to cry or fight

    Something tells me we can make it right

    Enough of wandering far and wide

    I can't forget you though I've tried

    This is destiny so why pretend

    Close your eyes kiss me once again

    I'll always be the only one you need

    So go where your deepest longing leads

    This song made me think that maybe I'll find the most suitable girl for me. Don't get me wrong, there were and are plenty of women that I could pair up with, but I don't want to lose that chance to have that one perfect woman. However being in the army has made me realize that such a thing is not feasible. Life is not like anime/movies. So with that being known my resolve is to live my life to fullest because I'll probably die a virgin hence I'll have no children of my own. Maybe I'm messed up, but I'm still sane. Another song that made me appreciate love is the song Love will grow.

    Love Will Grow

    Love will grow, and nothing comes in the way,
    It's true that love is here to stay;
    All we have to do is to face tomorrow.

    Love will grow; there's no need to run and hide,
    It's true we've always been so slow--
    Should I tell you now what's been burning inside?

    Darling, strange days are over,
    Fears and tears, they're all gone.
    This is the very beginning--
    Now, the world is meant for you and me.

    Love will grow; there's one thing I'm sure of now:
    I know that we'll get no more sighs,
    Love is to us true-blue, and there's no sorrow.

    Love will grow; come what may, we'll never part.
    Let's hold on tight to dreams of ours,
    Even though we've still got a long way to go...

    Darling, strange days are over,
    Fears and tears, they're all gone.
    This is the very beginning--
    Now, the world is meant for you and me.

    See how the day has just broken,
    Oh, so fresh from the world
    See how the brand new sun's coming up--
    Let it now...shine on me!
    Shine on you...shine on me!

    Love will grow, and nothing comes in the way,
    It's true that love is here to stay;
    All we have to do is to face tomorrow!